June 6, 2009

A reoccurring dream…


A long day at the pool with my boys, followed by post pool exhaustion and an unusual earache!

I walked somewhere, and I saw him; his kind face and his peaceful aura…

“But you’re dead!!” I thought…

He smiled and said nothing…

How come you’re dead, and yet I keep seeing you alive and well… like you’re always there, like your death was a bad dream!” I kept wondering…

He smiled even more and told me in his calmest tone of voice “I never really left, I will always be here, and you’ll always know where to find me

I walked towards him to touch his hand, and before I knew it, I felt my Mocha climbing next to me in bed and laying in my arm…

I woke up to see the nanny putting Beem in bed and mumbled something to her before I hugged Mocha.

I closed my eyes again…

Then I opened them wide; I had just realized that it was a dream!

I don’t know if it’s the first time I have it, or if I had already done a couple of times, but it felt so familiar!

I felt peace… They say it's a good sign to dream of dead ones looking so good!

And I said a prayer for him.

8 comments:

Ice Queer said...

I've missed u around =)

insomniac said...

awww

but i posted 5 days ago!!!

Ice Queer said...

I know! =D

Epitaph1987 said...

I know how this feels...I mean the present/absent figure in dreams and life..

but I believe ..like really believe they do exist and hover around..

just pray for them :)


p.s. I've always been reading for you dear... though silently may be! :) and I enjoyed reading your post about your birthday! alhamdulelah.. you deserved it..and much more happiness awaits you isA :))

insomniac said...

oh i hope they don't hover around, hayshoofo 7agat keteer matssoresh!!

prayers are always due nonetheless :)

thanks dear... alhamdulilah things have been looking up lately to the extent that the little annoyances no longer seem to make an impression... i am really grateful!

Rasha* said...

POST!!

Mohaly said...

beautiful!

insomniac said...

ya Rasha!

enty el sabab eny mesh ba post... gatly sadmet sa3ada!!

ha7awel 7ader :)


Thanks a lot Mohaly :)