tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post270243669089713682..comments2023-09-04T15:08:41.137+03:00Comments on My Oblivia: It’s just hard to explain…insomniachttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10143064182385250795noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-22342546698302181492009-10-14T06:39:33.267+02:002009-10-14T06:39:33.267+02:00Knowledge Seeker :)
well, it took me a while to c...Knowledge Seeker :)<br /><br />well, it took me a while to comment back because i was trying to fill the emptiness!! i displaced the emptiness to my credit card!!! :) but new stuff are filling the void now!!!<br /><br />do write some posts, get out of that shell man!!<br /><br /><br />Sara, <br /><br />do you have any idea how perfect everything in my life seems to be these days, alhamdulilah.... i feel especially blessed!!! and what hurts is that deep down there's a feeling somewhere that i don't deserve that much happiness, that somehow i will have to pay a price for it and it scares me because there is no price i can afford to pay for everything i have right now!!!! <br /><br />i know it sounds really dark to think that way... it's like i got used to el nakad or something!!! metghaza because i feel that way!!<br /><br />i try to take it easy bas like i said, i think i have gotten used to this!!!!<br /><br />i just hope i deserve the things i am granted and have it in me to keep them, ya rab!insomniachttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10143064182385250795noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-28358670469567386932009-10-12T06:38:07.313+02:002009-10-12T06:38:07.313+02:00Hi inso,
well, i've to say that i think what ...Hi inso,<br /><br />well, i've to say that i think what you mentioned about happiness are actually the symptoms of happiness only ..<br />for me i guess happiness is reda rabena reflected on my life, when you find things working out just the way you wanted, or even completely opposite to what you wanted but it is only for your best and you don't even know about it .. happiness is when you look at your life and say .. yaah, rabena by7bny awi .. He gave me a lot, He prevented me from doing so and so ...<br /><br />and ..... i just feel that you need to take it easy on yourself a little bit, like you said you're sensitive .. so kefaya everybody else is giving you hard times, msh hyb2a enty w homa 3aleky ;)<br /><br />finally, u know Allah said ,<br />لقد خلقنا الإنسان في كبد<br />so it's okay to be in a constant fight and search for happiness, because He gave us the solution on the other hand He said, بلى من أسلم وجهه لله و هو محسن فله أجره عند ربه ولا خوف عليهم <b>ولا هم يحزنون</b>Saranoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-68590425526248835962009-10-11T23:01:58.584+02:002009-10-11T23:01:58.584+02:00been in my shell for a while...
anyway try to fil...been in my shell for a while... <br />anyway try to fill the emptiness & if u can't ignore it.. & don't even think about itKnowledge Seekerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11777694897514725292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-28935839262586347862009-10-11T16:37:12.351+02:002009-10-11T16:37:12.351+02:00Cesario,
but i do feel happy, occasionally!!
you...Cesario,<br /><br />but i do feel happy, occasionally!!<br /><br />you're right tho, i have to keep pushing until it passes, and that's what i'm trying to do!!<br /><br />i don't accept pity, i hate it... i don't feel guilty, i don't respond to guilt that way... but i do get very angry and frustrated when people try to impose guilt on me... it hurts when i am supposed to feel guilty because i know i shouldn't, yet i hate how people keep making me feel i should!!<br /><br />thanks for the much needed words hun :)))insomniachttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10143064182385250795noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-49086215158283651642009-10-11T16:30:40.814+02:002009-10-11T16:30:40.814+02:00Knowledge Seeker,
where have you been??? :)
you&...Knowledge Seeker,<br /><br />where have you been??? :)<br /><br />you're right, i don't do pity, but i don't like it when my problems are taken for granted or trivialized just because i act like they don't matter!!!<br /><br />i realize very few people are capable of acting that way, and i honestly wish i was not one of those; at least i wouldn't be as bothered as i am now!!!insomniachttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10143064182385250795noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-20977643290739046472009-10-11T13:03:28.059+02:002009-10-11T13:03:28.059+02:00Can I say this already? HAPPINESS IS A FARCE; it d...Can I say this already? HAPPINESS IS A FARCE; it doesn't exist, it's something made up by God knows who to make us desperate all the time. I think that the best we can hope for is contentment and satisfaction. <br />I think you should go on forcing yourself to do stuff and then eventually (by time) things are going to get easier and you will start enjoying your life. <br /><br />Believe me, I am yet to meet someone who is really genuinely happy. I see content, indifferent,unaware, satisfied, numbed people, but never happy. Maybe we should just stop wanting to be happy.<br /><br />Don't accept people's pity, because people are pathetic and you shouldn't feel guilty that you went on a vacation that you deserve.<br /><br />Hope you feel better soon; you're on the right track.Sinahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03413298063940857660noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3014953887294814940.post-79880730519968713702009-10-11T12:09:53.112+02:002009-10-11T12:09:53.112+02:00so damn hard to explain, u can't expose the re...so damn hard to explain, u can't expose the real sensitive you to outside danger instead u put the tough mask to handle life..<br />u need ppl to be gentle with the inner sensitive u, but in same time u don't accept pity... want them to feel ur misery without making u admit being defeated...<br />sorry life isn't that fair, only few ppl can act like this - the few word is to not be so pessimistic but the more accurate word is noone - & finding any of this kind persons is a life blessing...Knowledge Seekerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11777694897514725292noreply@blogger.com